i need 2 eat. my soul do NEED 2 e.a.t too

i've already finished nasi lemak. waa? having nasi lemak at 4.30 pm? ya lor, i had no either breakfast or lunch 2day. dunno y. bt seems lyk i've no appetite, guess so. i thought dai i wont feel sad anymore, bt then, 2day, i cried. hehe. wut 2 do. i'm sad! yeah. but then, aftr i read iluvislam, i feel so calm now. n after talking wif pn saidah n en guzali 4 a while, i feel so calm. thnx 2 u both. u both lyk my own parents. :) i hope our relation will never end. insyaAllah. erk.alhamdulillah. finished my nasi lemak. hehe. bt my soul need even more 'food'. so i need 2 gve my soul n heart their own food. i read Quran, n its translation, yeah, so calm now. my heart n soul already got its own food. only Allah's words can mke everythng back 2 normal. :) im not afraid of anythng now, dun even wnt 2 care wut others might talk bout me, bt 4 d real is, i juz wnt b loved by Allah. n if i wish so, i must follow all His words. i wnt 2 b a gud gurl. so dat my parents will proud of me. n so all my fmly mmbrs. now, i juz wnt 2 focus on stdy, n searching for Allah's love. :) thnx 2 everyone who has helped me a lot, but mostly, 2 Allah, who has given me a chance 2 change. i feel so happy now. wif Him by my side. no turning back. :) ya Allah, gve me strength. im afraid of u. n i hope 4 ur forgiveness. bt sumtymes i thnk back, do i desrve ur forgiveness. i deserve nothng. bt now, i juz wnt Your love. i always wanted 2 b wif u, Ya Allah. hope dat i'll do my best duniawi n ukhrawi. ya Allah. help me.

" org2 yg beriman dn hati mereka mnjadi tenteram dgn mengingati Allah"